I'm feeling unusually upset today.
Why, you may ask.
Well, it's the last day I get to see my darling cousin Amanda.
She's going back to Australia tomorrow and may never come back.
Gawd, I miss her already.
There was only two times I cried this year.
First, when Amanda came back. It was nice to see her again.
Second, when I said goodbye to her jut now.
I hugged her so damn tightly.
I love you, Amanda.
It's like losing your sister.
You won't understand how I feel.
I won't see her like I do every weekend last time.
I won't get to call her to invite her to movies or anything anymore.
I'm not sure she'll come back this time.
I'm gonna miss her; but at least I have the memories.
You make think it's unsensitive of me and immature of me to cry.
But I just love her and miss her so damn much.
This was four years ago. She was only 5 years old.So innocent and had NO idea where she'll be today.
I miss you.
T_T
I can't write anymore. I think I'll cry again.
xoxoBecks.
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