Fate?

LALALAALA.
Mummy went out to take grandma to make her passport. AHAHA, she thinks I'm studying. Tsk, how smart of her for leaving the computer and internet on.
I gotta exit Skype so my dad doesn't see I'm online, if he does, I'm toast.

Went to school today to do some document shits. Wasted my morning.
You know what I don't understand? DRAMAS FROM CHINA, mainly HongKong, and Tai Wan.
All the chinese dramas I've watched are all crappy. The storylines are the SAME, and it's freaking emotional. Every minute, there will be someone crying. It will be some forbidden love thing, then cry again, then somebody dies. It's so sickening.

That's why i rather Korean or Japanese dramas. It's pretty much the same, but less tears and more laughs. I can't stand it when they cry. FOR NOTHING. It's cuz of that that the thinking of many people are different.Chinese dramas are really not recommendable for old people or kids below 15. It'll drive your emotions insane. Trust me, I know. ==

YEESH, new subject.

FATE. Don't know why, but I've been believing in it so much lately. I would be like: 'Oh, it's fate that I'm doing this,' or 'it's fate that it was never to be,'

I know I'm suppose to bring Fate into my own hands, but I miss the chances, you know? I can't grasp them. I'm blind when it comes to things like this. I mostly think ahead and about the past, but hardly the present.
I'm happy and all but I just can't accept the fact that I'm living this moment and not the past and yet the future which I want so much.

So yeah, I'm blind.

xx
mks